ReinaBlancaPorSiempre
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05/22/2024 - Happy birthdayĀ
Have a wonderful day, you deserve the best, celebrate like that. Hugs and kisses
04/15/2024 - I'm not playing a lot, focusing more on real life...Ā
04/02/2024 - Feeling grateful to you all
03/25/2024 - I had a tough day...resulting on a rough one... you don't know how much I miss you. In bad days you brought hope and healed my soul... Is there anything else to say?
01/22/2024 - No remorse, no regret
11:59 pm - A final noteā¦ Almost three months ago we talked for the last time, a couple of weeks later you left and stopped replying, you didn't have to tell me but now that hurts...
It hurts that almost two years of friendship and some more months of something else didn't mean anything to you, it hurts and hurts really bad...
I have missed you so badly, I value every minute we spent together. Everyday I came to write my thoughts and feelings, it was cathartic. It helped me to process your absent, to keep my hope. It helped me until two days ago...
I realized you won't be back and there's nothing I can do about it. I need to accept it. I'm on that process, it won't be easy, it will hurt, but there's no option.
Lovers, in the end
Whisper we'll be ghosts again
I know all this sounds too dramatic, probably I should be DramaQueen (ReinaDelDrama) instead of WhiteQueenForEver (ReinaBlancaPorSiempre)...
Have a beautiful and happy life... 
05:57 pm - Some weeks ago a friend told me about Depeche Mode coming to town. That morning we didnāt have tickets but decided to go to the arenaā¦ the fate would decide if we got ticketsā¦ we got them and I loved it! This was my favorite songā¦
Hellos, goodbyes, a thousand midnights
Lost in sleepless lullabies
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Sunday's shining
Silver linings
Weightless hours
All my flowers
A place to hide the tears that you cried
Everybody says goodbye
07:07 am - My first girlfriend loved Take on me, she used to play it in special occasionsā¦we danced Ā together with it hundreds of times..
For years I havenāt been willing to listen to other versions, I skip all proposed remixes and mashups. I wanted to keep the original in my mind with no changes, I wanted to keep the moment in my memory as it was.
About a month ago YouTube proposed this mashupā¦It knows I like both, they are not in my regular playlists but when I get nostalgic, I play them dozens of times in a given dayā¦
Itās hard for me to tell the meaning of as it was, but I get some references, dad, traveling, etc. and more importantly, not being able to go backā¦
I accepted the change, thereās no option, no way back, you canāt walk backwardsā¦
I decided to leave my chess account by the end of todayā¦ itās painful now, but itās radical acceptanceĀ
Iāll be goneā¦by the end of todayā¦
01/15/2024
11:59 pm - I was expecting a message from you today, we donāt celebrate this all days, do we? Oh, you forgot itā¦
itās clear now, you donāt care or you forget about meā¦ Still thinking about you but also thinking I will stopā¦
Iāll be gone ā¦ in a dayā¦ or twoā¦
01/14/2024
07:06 pm - Probably it doesnāt make sense to keep goingā¦
Take on me (take on me)
Take me on (take on me)
I'll be gone
In a day or two
01/13/2024
08:29 pm - I think I know something about you, just like you know some things about me, we knew each other with our daily conversations. However, think about it, everybody always have some secret, something they donāt share with their significant others, their spouses, their friends or their families. Everybody has private thoughts that are not shared with anyone elseā¦ Would it be great to have the chance to swap places with one person, the one you trust the most, the one you love, the one that you want to know you in such an intimate way that the only alternative is to be for some minutes or hours or days in their placeā¦ would you swap places with me? You would understand my feelings, my fears, my motivations, wouldnāt you? Would you swap places with anyone? I would with you
09:35 am - If I would believe in a god...
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get him to swap our places
01/12/2024 - Would you swap places with me?
10:32 pm - There was a light snowing tonight, the ground is white in some areas. I like it. Itās cold out thereā¦ I wish you were hereā¦Ā
And there's nothing that I wouldnāt do for you
Do for you, do for you
Oh, 'cause you got inside my head
ā¦inside my head ā¦ and my heart
08:15 am - Please forgive me, if I did something wrong it was not my intention...
Thinking, oh that, baby, I was wrong
I was wrong, I was wrong
Come back to me, baby, we can work this out
01/11/2024
08:11 am - Did I mention you have been in my mind?
01/10/2024
09:50 pm - I'm quiet tonight, so I will only say...
Give me one more chance
Let me be your lover tonight
...
Give me one last chance
and I'm gonna make you sing
01/09/2024
11:32 pm - Justā¦
Give me on more chance and you will be satisfied
10:42 am - It's cold and cloudy here, but thinking about us in a warm summer day wearingĀ sundresses and laying on the grass while we watch the sunset holding our hands...
We're free to fly the crimson sky
The sun won't melt our wings tonight
Oh now
Oh, yeah
01/08/2024
10:44 pm - Some days ago I was on the grocery store, and this song sounded in the background. I paid attention to the guitar riff and then the lyricsā¦ āEven better than the real thingāā¦ It was so familiar and resonated a lotā¦ after Shazam showed the name and the band, everything made senseā¦ I heard a lot of U2 when my dad drove me to school some years agoā¦ I miss you dad and also miss you bestieā¦
You were a dream, but even better that the real thing
01/07/2024
11:58 pm - Getting back home and of course checking chess.com, you are not onlineā¦ I will check again tomorrow
06:54 pm - Iām trying to keep myself busyā¦ today I was out and just came back homeā¦ irremediably checking if you are onlineā¦
01/06/2024
09:03 pm - Busy dayā¦ I start thinking you where a dreamā¦ a beautiful sweet dreamā¦
01/05/2024
11:56 pm - I went out tonight and just came back. It used to be exciting to get back being a little tipsy and to check if you were online, the couple of times we got online at the same time were really fun...
09:52 am - During my childhood my father taught me not to say 'Good bye' but to use 'See you later' as a way to express we will be together again. In general, I never say Good Bye, at that sounds absolutely like the last time you will see someone... As I mentioned I still hope to talk to you later...
01/04/2024
07:05 pm - Just in time for our daily sessionā¦ While you hypothetically connect, I would like to clarify somethingā¦ I miss you, I hope you have noticed it. I miss you but Iām not sad. I miss our conversationsā¦ the long one, the short ones, the quick messages sharing something or telling me you wonāt be available, the several time we connect during the day just to check if the other one is online, I miss the excitement, the chills when I discover the green box in your photoā¦ I miss you like someone that trust we will meet againā¦thatās why Iām not sad, Iām still hoping to see you soonā¦
Just let me adore you
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07:26 am - Just let adore you...
Honey (ah-ah-ah)
I'd walk through fire for you
Just let me adore you
01/03/2024
11:50 pm - I remember those times when you didnāt have anything to sayā¦ and we just hanged around togetherā¦
You don't have toā
say you love me
You don't have to say nothing
You don't have to say you're mine
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10:22 am - Someone called me historian, I guess thatās is because Iām keeping track of some of the times I get here and think about youā¦to be honest I register less than I thinkā¦ otherwise we might end up with thousands of comments here
01/02/2024
09:27 pm - Just checking if you were hereā¦
I will be with you again
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09:27 am - You probably like more Taylorās but this song reminds me when I was a teenager and took my fatherās car to meet someone about 1:00 am on New Yearās Day. Since then I have had a fascination for awakening in the middle of the night
I want to be with you, be with you, night and day
Nothing changes on New Year's Day, on New Year's Day
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01:36 am - Happy new year! I wish you were hereā¦ May you dreams come true in 2024
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01/01/2024 - - - - - - -Ā Happy New Year...I want to be with you, be with you, night and day
05:33 pm - Last day of the yearā¦ last day to miss youā¦ in 2023. Ā
12/31/2023 - - - - - - -Ā
07:40 pm - Hanging around, and checking who is here. You are notā¦ absent!
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09:14 am - I have been busy at workā¦ but still thinking about you
Honey, I don't want it to fade
There's things that I know could get in the way
But, I don't want to say goodbye
And I think that we could do it if we tried
12/30 - - - - - - -Ā
11:28 am - Itās Friday!! itās also duel time, In 2023, You were my best friend with 30+ rated games, and certainly twice more unrated. Even if donāt consider hard data you were my bestie, my partner in crime. I have missed you so badly.Ā
Get back soon, we will play, chat and many more, as we did it. You just need to say Hey, I will reply and you would say Yay!
12/29 - - - - - - - Full moon on cloudy skiesĀ
11:40 pm - I will only sayā¦
Wishing that you were mine, pull you in, it's alright
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12:13 pm - You know what's on my mind...
I think we could do it if we tried if only to say, "You're mine"
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07:35 am - Know that you and I shouldn't feel like a crimeā¦ thinking on you, what else?
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12:30 am - It has been cloudy, but finally today full moon is visible and its light is coming to mesmerize me and make me fantasize... guest who is going to be in my dreams...
12/28 - - - - - - -
07:19 am - Not feeling well this morning, but thinking on you...
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01:35 am - Iām missing you so badly. Ā Have you thought on me during the last two months? When you see the moon, the beautiful full moon we have tonight, do you think about me?Ā
12/27 - - - - - - -
10:13pm - Moon has always mesmerized me...there's nothing most beautiful that awake in the middle of the night and see the moonlight coming through my window and painting everything in that pale blue. Probably I'm too corny, but moon always make me thing we could be seeing the moon at the same time, it's the same moon...of course, I'm thinking about you and I hope you remember me ... at least once in a while
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08:31 pm - Iām lost tonightā¦ please come back and find me
07:16 am - Thinking about you...
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
12/26 - - - - - - -
04:28 pm - My reply to your bad timing isā¦ Merry Christmas with all my L.O.V.E.Ā
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10:37 am - You said bad timining, I thought there is never a good time for thatā¦ Today, I realized, you were right, the worst timing. Thinking about you.
12/25 - - - - - - -Ā
10:00 pm Merry Christmas! Thinking about youā¦ the unforgettable one
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04:16 pm You are unforgettableā¦ I canāt avoid thinking about you . Now, one of the classics my grandpa and grand uncle used to play during holiday gatherings by Nat and Natalie
12/24 - - - - - - -
05:03 am - This season always reminds me old music. My granddad, my dad, my uncles and aunts used to play their favorite classics during family gatheringsā¦ probably thatās why I listen to music almost all the timeā¦my family is noisyā¦ and yes, old music makes me remind peopleā¦ including you
12/24 - - - - - - -Ā
10:15 pm - Thinking about you, singing Starving, listening to some other songs. I have missed you today, most of the day. Iām visiting BC for the holidays and a lot of memories come back. Some more nostalgia as people used to be in my life wonāt be hereā¦
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12:37 am - A little sleeplessā¦ thinking about you and the way you helped me realize that there are more than what I was expecting. I know you discovered something similar
You know just how to make my heart beat faster
Emotional earthquake, bring on disaster
You hit me head on, got me weak in my knees
12/23 - - - - - - -Ā
07:22 pm - You don't need too many explanations...
You hit me head on, got me weak in my knees
Yeah, something inside me's changed
I was so much younger yesterday
So much younger yesterday
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07:46 am - Itās simpleā¦
Don't need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo
12/22 - - - - - - -Ā
09:28 pm - At the beginning I as starving but didnāt know it. Iām sure you didnāt know you were starving too, then be became friends and realized together we have all we needĀ
12/21 - - - - - - -Ā
04:16 pm - Singing .. I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me... come back and rest with me, please, nothing have changed, just come back and rest with me...
And I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave and I can't hide
I cannot be, until you're resting here
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07:59 am - Guessing what you are doing now... I'm thinking... you know me, sometimes I overthink...
I don't want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been
12/20 - - - - - - -
08:40 pm - Another golden hour missedā¦ one more dayā¦ tonight I went out for a walk, itās cold but the sky is clean. You can see many stars and the moon is on first quarter, in a week it will be full moonā¦ in a week there will be two months since your last kiss. It feels like years, but still thinking about youā¦ still missing youā¦ still expecting our conversationsā¦ still hoping you would come to heal my soulā¦
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08:31 am - Thinking of you... missing you...
I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory
12/19 - - - - - - - Feeling nostalgic
08:04 pm - I just realized itās Monday. You usually donāt get online on Mondays!! That could be theā¦ no, you havenāt been online for a monthā¦ itās been a too long Mondayā¦
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07:46 pm - Another golden hour is about to finishā¦ Iām sure todayās conversation would have been about our plans for upcoming festivitiesā¦ Iām starting to feel a little nostalgic, some important is not anymore with usā¦ you seem to be far, far awayā¦ For now, I can only say you were important to me, you still areā¦ never hesitate to contact me again, I will be happy to hear from youā¦Ā
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11:10 am - Everything is OK, nothing to worry about... Thanks for being with me in the hard moments... you know like when people ... never mind... Everything is good for now.
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08:51 am - Waitingā¦getting a little nervousā¦ waitingā¦ thinking of youā¦ waitingā¦ watching you photoā¦ waitingā¦ thinking of you moreā¦ waitingā¦ my appointment was 8:00 am! Whatās going on? ā¦ waitingā¦ did I mention I miss our conversations? ā¦ waitingā¦ a little anxiousā¦ waitingā¦ I will close my eyes, breath deeply, and fantasizeā¦ that always makes me relaxā¦ talk to you soonā¦
12/08 - - - - - - -
09:52 pm - Where are you now? Do you remember me? Was it just a fantasy?
Where are you now
Was it all in my fantasy
Where are you now
Were you only imaginary
Where are you now
12/17 - - - - - - -Ā
09:54 pm - Hey! It was great when both got together after going out. It was so exciting to chat with you late night. I miss those conversations, get back soonĀ
01:16 am - were you a dream? Did we talk late night? I think both of us were tipsy?, hahaha so much fun
12/16 - - - - - - -
08:44 pm - Golden hours has gone one more nightā¦ where are you now?
05:29 pm - Finally at homeā¦ Iām so tiredā¦
09:22 am - Iām tiredā¦ I need to talk to you.. I need you to come and heal my soul every other day
12/15 - - - - - - -
10:16 pm - Among all this uncertaintyā¦ friends are always hereā¦ thanks MK, you are special too, and I have missed you too.
07:06 pm - it's getting harder to be optimistic...
09:10 am - I was about to share a large list of updatesā¦ after 15 minutes of writing I decided that should only go to one personā¦ that one that helped to set my soul free, Iām missing you so badlyā¦ and as I mentioned writing here has be catharticā¦ look for the good in everything 
12/14 - - - - - - -
07:48 pm - it always seems impossible until itās doneā¦Iām thinking about you, starting the new business, getting a new job, doing something you think itās impossibleā¦ you can do it, leave that comfort zone and make your dreams come true, you can do it!ā¦ still thinking about you, about me, about us, itās seems impossible but we could do itā¦
09:04 am - Here is my most optimistic song. Often It can change my mood and bring me joy. Contrary to most songs, for this son I listened to lyrics before chords, rhythm and notes, the first verse with almost no music was the reason:
Look for the good in everything
Look for the people who will set your soul free
It always seems impossible until it's done
Look for the good in everyone
By the time the music started these four lines had already made me feel in love with it. In one of our last conversations you told me you liked I smile most of the time, that's why, I always assume a positive intention, I always try to get the best of every situation, I look for the good in everything... I look for the good in everyone.
12/13 - - - - - - -
04:21 pm - Not in a good mood today, but busy. I didnāt have time to feel sadā¦ missing you
12/12 - - - - - - -
09:01 pm - Just checkingā¦ still optimisticā¦ hahaha. Once I asked you for a song that makes you happy no matter what. You told me one, but didnāt ask about mine. Can you guess it? itās not a popular one but try to guess.
09:02 am - Being optimistic today... You will be back soon
12/11 - - - - - - -
07:49 pm - Golden Hour checking ā¦ hahahaā¦ I miss you
04:37 pm - Watching photosā¦
Been looking through the texts and all the photos
But don't you worry I can handle it
No, don't you worry I can handle it
Yes, believe me, I can handle it. If I say Iām thinking of you, I donāt expect you to do anything but to know that I appreciate you, I miss you and Iām here for you if you decide to get backā¦ donāt you worry I can handle it
12:35 pm - Thinking of youā¦
12/10 - - - - - - -Ā
11:02 pm - Iām tipsy now. Do you remember when both were tipsy together? It was funny, another way to know something about you.
03:43 pm - Do you remember that small video I recorded for your birthday? Do you still have it? ā¦ Iām also curious, do you still watch our videos?Ā
11:30 am - You didnāt say it explicitly, but your comments and actions showed you where not serious, but when I feel appreciation for someone I donāt expect the same back. Well probably yes, but in the sense of being honest and genuine. You did it, thanks. Either way, when I appreciate people a tend to give without expecting anything. Every minute I reserved to prepare something for you or just hang around with you was a precious gift I wanted to give you. No remorse for that, I will do it again with no hesitation
12/09 - - - - - - -
03:01 pm - I have been thinking about the several signals you sent and I ignored. Yes, several time your actions and comments told me it wasn't serious. I didn't care I kept thinking about you as a friend, as a loved one, as a possibility... actually if I didn't consider you a possibility I would be writing this. Don't judge me for keeping trying here, even if these lines mean nothing to you it's been cathartic for me.
10:35 amĀ - Thinking of you... It's Friday! Today we should have a bullet duel, shouldn't we? I sincerely hope everything is going well with you. I miss our conversations, duels, everything... I (still) hope you reply soon...
12/08 -------
10:02 pm - Just checking if you got onlineā¦ you didnāt and I still miss our conversations. I have been busy but always find myself taking a break thinking of youā¦ tonight Iām wondering what you are planning for holidaysā¦ I donāt have a plan yet. (I just deleted two paragraphs of comments about my dayā¦ I realized I need you to hear me Ā and ask)ā¦ I really miss those conversationsā¦ such is life. I will try to leave my comments next time.
06:23 pm - Several times you told me not to pay so much attention to you... I didn't listen to... I'm still thinking about you... that's the way it is
09:23 am - To be fair... You told me you were curious, you also asked me not to take it seriously... I didn't want to listen to... and still refuse to believe it
12/07 -------
09:09 pm - I was curious... For months I was just curious and you were too!
08:34 pm - Ending of another golden hour without you...
06:07 pm - The golden hour is comingā¦ Where are you? How have you been? Is everything going well?
08:12 am - You've been out of reach, could you explain... I'm curious... was it serious?Ā
12/06 -------
10:12 pm - Going to bed... missing you one more day... and nightĀ
08:35 pm - Usually the end of the Golden hour unless you were willing to stay longer
07:14 pm - This used to be my Golden hour... You didn't need no light to see me shine
It was just two lovers, playing on a chessboard, listening to Taylor,
Falling for each other, dark and rainy days, feeling super sexy,
There's no boyfriend here, missed a call from my father,
Like, "Where you at tonight?" Got no alibi.
I was all alone with the love of my life
She's got glitter for skin, my radiant beam in the night
I don't need no light to see you
Shine
It's your golden hour (oh-ooh-oh)
You slow down time
In your golden hour (oh-ooh-oh)
07:20 am - I'm not feeling well today... anyway, checking if you are online
12/05 -----
08:00 pm - Could you remember when you started seeing a person in a different way? When did they attract you? When did you see a detail that made you think that person was different, unique? I canāt tell you the exact date but I remember some of those moments. Thinking about youā¦ still expecting to see you online soonā¦
11:04 am - Have you ever... thought about those moments when you meet someone? You never know how deep that relationship will go on, how far that friendship will get... Would that become on something else? or you will just forget that person after a couple of encounters?Ā
12/04 -------
08:57 pm ... You didn'tĀ need no light to see me shine...
08:24 pm - Justifying Iām here because you might be laterā¦ Ā hahahaā¦ no, you are not
07:17 pm - Quiet Sundayā¦ just regular things, laundry, think about you while I bend clothes, clean, groceries, think about you while waiting for 7:00pmā¦ check your pfp donāt have a green squareā¦
09:36 am - Almost 40 days and 40 nights since your last kiss and you havenāt come and saved my lifeā¦ I hope at least some day you read my messagesā¦
12:20 am - Still in denial, otherwise shouldnāt be online at midnight expecting to find youā¦ but this time is different, for the first time I imagined you living you life without me, with no thoughts about us, not even remembering me. Probably I donāt deserve a single memoryā¦ and that is sad because I remember you every single day ā¦
12/03Ā
07:09 pm - Still in denial hoping to see you online soonā¦ for now itās time for me to go out to real lifeā¦ see you at midnight or laterā¦ hopefully you would say somethingā¦
06:57 pm - This is the time I used to be excited forā¦ Yes, in a few minutes you would be onlineā¦
12/02Ā
01:16 pm - I'm still on denial... so, let me pretend I'm chatting with you, as usual, and you are quiet today, just listening and replying some of my comments...
I have listened to this song (Out of My League) for several days... I have played it over 50 times in the last days and since today I'm working from home it sounds loud while I sing it and dance alone.
Here it is the story, I was traveling to the US. While I was waiting at a restaurant line a catchy song sounded in the background, it wasn't Out of My League, but Walker (also by Fitz and The Tantrums)... the song stuck to my mind for weeks without knowing which song was that. For weeks I asked friends about that song an nobody could guess which song I was referring to. After a couple of months, my cousin told me he knew it. For months he enjoyed watching me trying to explain the song for people to help identify it. He finally told me it's on the soundtrack of a movie... I ran to watch that movie, and boom... I discovered Fit and the Tantrums and other of their songs.
When I first listened Out of My League I fell in love with it! I love the vibe, the rhythm, keyboard at the beginning, the lowering and pause just before the riff. As usual, I first paid attention to music without noticing lyrics... after listening to it several times I started paying attention to the lyrics, but didn't resonate a lot with the idea someone could be out of my league.
After you went silent for days I noticed you have always been out of my league. This song has been in my mind all time for the last five or six days and now it makes total sense... I love the music and finally the lyrics resonate a lot...
You were out of my league
Got my heartbeat racing
If I die, don't wake me
'Cause you are more than just a dream
12/01
07:40 am - Just another day... in denial... Please come an chat with me, even if you stay quiet and just listen to. I have some updates, not precisely good news but updates... haha... just come and chat as we used to do it. More than just a dream, more than just a dream, ooohh, ooohhhh, ooohhhh ... come and save my life...
11/30
08:33 pm - In denial... I'm not sad or feeling depressed because I'm still thinking you will show up any day and we would chat as usual. We have been friends for over a year and a half and I tend to see friends as life long relationships. I didn't mention it, but I'm still in touch with my best friend from elementary school, a couple from middle school and several more from high school and university. I will keep writing here to you, I will keep checking if you are online and I will expect you to send me message any day... See, the more likely I'm in denial...
07:32 pm - Checking if you are online... you are not
12:20 pm - It's duel time... if you dare... hold on isn't it Friday? Damn it's Wednesday!!
07:16 am - Checking if you are online. Actually, I have only one daily game and AFS already lost that match. Should I keep playing or just resign?
11/29
09:18 pm - What I miss the most is our safe space to talk. We chat about everything and some times nothing, but I enjoyed every minute, even when you were not talkative... You were just the right kind
07:18 pm - Just checking again
02:03 pm - I keep coming just to check if you are online... Got my heartbeat racing... expecting to see that little green square in your photo
08:50 am - Thinking about you... Yeah, you were more than just a dream... and I'm still dreaming about you every day
11/28
06:44 pm - Realizing you were out of my league...
09:04 am - Missing you badly
07:40 am - Just checking... thinking about you
01:40 am - Have you seen the moon? Sorry for sounding cheesy, but when moonlight enters through my window makes me think about people I appreciateā¦ thinking about you...
12:39 am - Just checking... losing the hope
11/27/2023
01:36 pm - More than a monthā¦ still waitingā¦ hoping
11/26/2023
11:10 am - Thinking about you ā¦ last night Iā¦
01:54 am - Itās cold out there, but Iām felling h*
11/25/2023
11:14 am - Thinking about you
11/24/2023
09:04 am - Thinking about you... as usual... hahaha
07:12 am - I'm tired ... but feeling grateful ... happy Thanksgiving to my US friends
11/23/2023
10:58 pm - A little tipsyā¦thinking about you
09:14 pm - Checkingā¦ every time is taking shorterā¦ sweet dreamsĀ
10:20 am - More cuteness in my mind
08:44 am - Thinking about ... cuteness
07:31 am - Checking my daily game... yes, just one... I used to have about 30-40
11/22/2023
10:41 pm - Just checkingā¦ no news
10:04 am - You know me... it's hard to stop once I started
09:38 am - You know I live on a fantasy world, don't you? I'm fantasizing now
07:11 am - Thinking about Maximum CutenessĀ
11/21/2023
07:19 pm - Shall we play or chat?
10:25 am - Thinking about you...
08:33 am - Just checking...sending you a mail
11/20/2023
09:07 pm - We should be chatting
02:27 pm - Quiet Sunday here, itās a pity we canāt play
10:09 am - Remembering the last video
11/19/2023
11:54 pm - Just checking... still thinking - By the way some progress with Ms. E
8:29 pm - Going out... still thinking
7:26 pm - Thinking about cuteness
11/18/2023
06:59 pm - For days I just waited to know about you... I was trying to be positive and respect your request... I would wait all the time you need... I missed you for a few minutes... I'm in panic... you closed your account!!! Why? Why you didn't let me know your plans? Why?
11/16/2023 - The day you leave
07:12 pm - I'm wishing to see your eyes...
At first sight I felt the energy of sun rays
I saw the life inside your eyes
10/28/2023
06:55 pm - When I can't find the right words I share songs, they express what I can't tell you...
You and I, you and I, we're like diamonds in the sky
You're a shooting star I see, a vision of ecstasy
When you hold me, I'm alive, we're like diamonds in the sky
10/27/2023
07:00 pm - I have been thinking about all day... tempted to write you. You asked for time, I'm willing to wait for you all the time you need
So shine bright, tonight, you and I
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
Eye to eye, so alive
We're beautiful like diamonds in the sky
10/26/2023
8:35 pm - Your last kiss... I heard a crack, something inside me got broken
8:34 pm - You felt guilty and asked for time
8:32 pm - After good long talk we follow our almost daily routine. it's not really a routine, everyday new ideas come up and we enjoy hanging out...Ā
10/25/2023 - Your last kiss
We agreed to sync... Cuteness in sync
06/17/2023
I have listened to this song for days, I love it and it seems you like it too
We were blinded by desire
Strangers in the sheets
You're still haunting me
We made oceans turn to fire
I fell in too deep
Taking hold of me
06/01/2023
I love this vibe...
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